🎆Happy New Year!🎆
I will be 35 weeks tomorrow! 🎉
3 more weeks till my c-section day!
I know it is soon but It seems like a really long away from now… 🙁
Actually last week has been very difficult for me. I was feeling negative…
・My belly is so big and stretched out that the skin feels and looks like it will rip soon… (severe stretch marks!) very painful!
・plus the gravity is pulling the belly down very low that when I sit down, my belly is too heavy on my legs (when I open my legs apart, my belly touches the seat lol)! So when I sit down, my legs go numb!😵
・Ok, then what about standing? Nope, the belly hangs even lower that my pelvis and crotch hurt so much that I can only walk very very slowly. I cannot possibly walk without my belly wrap.
・Then, lying down??? Oh Thats the worst! The weight of two babies pull on one side that my uterus starts to tighten!😭
・On top of that, my breech boys’ kicks are right on my pelvis and cervix area. It feels like my lower part is constantly being bruised.
So I try getting sleep sitting up on the bed until my legs go numb lol
I am sorry for venting. I have been fairly happy and positive this whole pregnancy but I got depressed all of sudden and I feel like I am not strong enough.
My husband is so supportive and he keeps encouraging me… I know I can do it… It just takes perseverance.
I love reading blogs by other twin pregnant mommies and mommies of twins who experienced it because I can tell myself it is not just me and I get encouraged!! 👍:)
And when I read how wonderful life will be after babies are born, I can forget about my temporary discomfort!!
I have ti be strong and positive!
ONLY 3 weeks to go! 😋